Phone msgs

Jimmy left the cutest msg on my phone saying "hey baby, i love u."

Then we talked later and we said goodnight and exchanged kissy noises and I wanted to say 'I love you' but I like it when he says it first. But he didn't so we said goodnight and hung up. Then a few seconds later, he calls again. Here's the transcript:
Me: Hello.....?
Jim: Hi. I forgot to say I love you.
Me: Awwwww! That is so sweet and romantic! So...say it!
Jim: I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Then we said goodnight again.
Isn't that so incredibly sweet? :)

17th date with Jim...and 18th and 19th!

Halloween.

16th date with Jim...Meet (some of) the Family

Oct. 25th. Saturday.
Jim's birthday celebration. I went over to his house and then he and I and his twin brother went up to Palm Bay. I gave him some cool bday gifts: a tshirt, a mug, and a poem I wrote myself. He hung the poem up on his wall (sweet!) and he decided to wear the shirt!
First we went to his youngest sister's house. She's married with 2 kids and 2 dogs. One tiny dog kept licking my feet and a big dog kept licking my hands. I didn't mind too much, but I'm not really used to dogs anymore. Then we went to his mom's house. She came out an gave me a hug! She was really sweet to me and made me feel really welcome! Then we went to Moe's for lunch. Jim and I and his mom wanted something fancier...but it was ok. So his bro, sis, and the kids went in sis's van. His mom asked if we minded if she came with us. I didn't mind, but when she went inside to grab her purse, Jim said he wished she wasn't coming in our car! LOL! I asked her to sit in front but she insisted that I sit with Jim. she said it felt so good to see the two of us together. :D
So at Moe's, I had a taco. I sat between Jim and his sister. Halfway through lunch, Jim poked my shoulder and showed me his empty salsa cup. Without a word, I gave him my salsa. I thought it was so cool how we just understand each other like that! It's a small thing, but in daily life, the small thngs do matter!
Then we went back to his mom's for vegan cake. It was good, but very sweet. We played a game where one person says the name of a celebrity and the next person has to say a name that starts with the last letter of the first person's word. It was fun, but it lasted way too long! I tried signaling Jim that I wanted to leave, but I think he thought I was just signalling names. then finally it was time to go! His mom hugged me again and siad how happy she was that Jim had finally found someone! ;)
Finally, alone time!!!
We got to his house and he put a clean sheet on his bed and we got undressed. We kissed and touched for a while. Then I asked him if he ever fantasized about me. He said he does but he didn't want to tell me details. Then I decided to give him one more bday gift...a blowjob! I told him I wanted to do that and he said that was his fantasy!!! LOL! I made him wipe himself off with a damp washcloth first and then I went to work! It didn't taste like anything...just skin...but it was very sexy. I licked it first and then sucked on it until my mouth got tired. Then he licked me a few times...wow, it felt good! Then we kissed and made out some more and we bith came a couple of times. Then it was time to go home. :( I had a great time and I really felt welcomed by his family.

15th date with JIm...and Joel McHale!

Oct. 5th
We met in Vero and were going to have lunch...but first we had to do laundry! Yeah! He knew I needed clean sheets to lay on, so we went to the laundromat, put in 3 loads and then walked to the Mexican place for lunch. Then after lunch, we put the clothes in the dryer and were going to walk around, but I decided I didn't want sore feet so early in the day, so we went to his house...without laundry! Which totally defeated the purpose of doing the laundry in the first place!. Anyway, he had a small clean blanket and we spread that on the bed. I got all the way naked for him...it was very thrilling! He touched my pussy and it felt so intense, with his fingers actually touching my bare skin...
It felt very nice. Then we finished making out and cleaned ourselves up and got dressed. We went to the landry to pick up his stuff and brought it back home. Then off to the show!
Joel McHale in Ft. Pierce at the Sunrise Theatre.
The headliner was Chris Hardwick. He's the voice of Otis the cow on Back to the Barnyard. he was really funny!
Then Joel came out. I wish I had taken my camera! He was so extremely funny and even though his act was almost an hour more, I could easily have sat through another couple of hours!
Back to Vero and dinner at Chili's. I had their mini burgers...not nearly as good as Applebee's (though I think Ruby Tuesday's are the best). Then it was time to head back, with plenty of goodbye kisses!
It was awesome!
♥♥♥

14th date with Jim

Yeah, I know I'm really creative with the titles... :P
Sept. 27
We met in Jensen again, but later in the afternoon and so we walked in the mall a little then went straight to Vero. We made out a long time...afterwards I was changing my panties and he saw my...you know! He didn't seem to be disgusted or horrified. then we went to dinner at Carrabba's and then we saw "Burn After Reading". We missed the first 5 minutes. It was ok...but not great. Then we went to WalMart. We spent only about 9 and 1/2 hours together this time, which is axtually short for us, LOL! Anyway, I had a good time...I really do want t oget physically (and mentally) closer to him.

13th date with Jim

This is more dates than I've had in my entire life!!!
Sept. 20th
We met in Jensen aand had lunch then went to his place.
We made out for a long time...he came on my legs...I really do want to have him inside me someday.
Anyway, then I sat on his lap while he looked up movie times. When we were leaving the house, he gave me a present! Apink sleeve-thing for my iPod. It's a clear pink, rubbery thing and on the back he drew a flower and wrote "To S___, <3 Jim". I love that he drew a heart instead of writing "from"!!! Anyway, then we went to Olive garden and then to the movie. We saw "Lakeview Terrace". It was good. During the shootout scene at the end, Jim was holding on to me with his head in my shoulder...LOL! I thought that was really cute! And during the movie he would kiss me sometimes and cuddle me and...he scratched my back! Now that's love!

In addition to calling now, we also IM for hours too! It's amazing how I can easily talk to him non-stop!!! :)

12th date with Jim...new status!!!

Sept. 7th
I got to his house around noon and we were going to go out for lunch but we just had to have a make out session first. This e-mail I sent to my friend sums it up best:

"girllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!! break out the champagne! jim and i are officially a couple!!!!! :D :D :D
i'm so happy!
we went out today...the beach again, but first we hung out at his house for a while. we were talking about how at the beginning, we had decided to be just friends. then i said 'but we're not just friends now, are we?' and he said 'no, of course not.' and i said 'well, what exactly are we then?' and he said 'well...u can call me ur boyfriend if u want.' and i said, kind of jokingly, 'are u ready to be my boyfriend?' and he said 'i think so. i sometimes refer to u as my girlfriend to other people. i hope u don't mind.' LOL! i was like 'of course i don't mind. (sarcastically) thanks for telling me about this!' anyway, that's how it happened and he's now my bf! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

And now for something extremely special and romantic that happened at the beach:
We were walking along the shore and we stopped to kiss for a while. Then I was drawing lines in the sand with my toe and he said "Let's write 'S___ loves Jim'!" and I said "No, 'Jim loves S___'." LOL! So we started writing it but the waves would come in too fast. So we decided to write 'J <3 S'. So I wrote the S and he wrote the J and the heart. We did it really fast so we could at least look at it before it washed away. Now here's the amazing part! it didn't wash away! At least not for awhile. It's like the first wave didn't touch it and neither did the second. By the fifth or sixth we had almost stopped being amazed and we were like "This one...come on!" It took at least 10 or 11 waves for it to wash away! And then after that, all the waves were going over that spot again!!! A sign perhaps???

And as usual, people saw us kissing, but we didn't care! :D

11th date with Jim...very romantic!!!

I went to his house and he took me to the beach. We took our shoes off and walked along the shore. The waves would come in and go up to our knees sometimes. The water was so cold! Anyway, it was around sunset, and we were walking along with our arms around each other. Sometimes we would stop to hug and kiss. We had just finished kissing and we were standing there with our arms around each other, just watching the ocean. Then Jim said "Look! There's a rainbow!" So there we were: kisses, the ocean, the sand, sunset, and a rainbow!!! That had to be the most romantic moment of my life!!! So far, anyway...lol!
It started a rain after a while so we hurried back to the car. It stopped before we got there so we washed our sandy feet in the wash-up thing. He had a towel in his car. I was drying my feet and he said I had a big chunk of sand on my ankle. He took my foot in his hand and gently wiped it dry. Then he did the same to the other foot...it was so sweet!
The rest of the date was normal. Fun, but normal. Dinner and a makeout session. Though a new thing happened: he came in my hand! He was lying on top of me and his penis was on the outside of my left thigh. I put my hand around it and he was thrusting back and forth. I could feel his cum shooting into my hand. It was warm and sticky...but very sexy. He said if it dried, it would turn hard and crusty (ew!) so we went into the bathroom. I didn't have my glasses on so he guided me over and he washed my hand for me!!! He gently took my hand and put it in the warm running water. Then he took some soap and washed my hand very thoroughly, getting in between my fingers and everything. It was very sweet and I am so falling in love...
I miss him and think about him almost all the time. I worry when he doesn't call... I hope he feels even romotely the same about me!

The longest phone call ever!!!

Jim and I talked for over 7 hours Friday night!!! 7 hours!!!
Here's the breakdown:
8pm-9:15
10:45-12:00am
12:05-1:35
2:10-5:18am

We talked about so many things1 Towards te end I started rambling on about pie, but still! At the end I said "Give me something nice to fall asleep to." And he said "You're sitting on your bed, watching X-Files. Think of me sitting behind you, with my arms around you. I'll kiss your shoulders once in a while and, when you turn your head, I'll kiss your mouth."

Yes...that's a nice thought to falll asleep to...sighhhhhhhhhh!

10th date with Jim!!!

Wow...our 10th date! That's more dates than I had all last TTyear!
We met at Treasure Coast Mall and had lunch at Ruby Tuesday. Then we went to Borders for a while...he always has his arm around me...it's so cute! Then we went to Vero and I finally met his brother. They don't really look alike. Anyway, we went into Jim's room and locked the door and made out for a long time. I was all naked except for my panties. We laid don in opposite directions and he was kissing my legs and the insides of my thighs...mmmmmm! Then he took a peek inside my panties...he didn't seem to mind that it was horrible. Then we got dressed and went to the beach. It was almost dark so we just stood on by a railing and watched the waves crash on the shore. Then we had dinner at Olive Garden. Then we went to the movie theater, but we were too late for the movie so we just walked around outside. He really likes feeling me up! LOL! Then we couldn't think of anything else to do so we went to WalMart. we walked around a while, but then my feet hurt so much so I just wanted to sit down. Then...he bought me roses!!! 1 dozen pinky-red roses! I was so happy! :D Then he walked me to the car and hugged me...it was a good date!

9th date with Jim

Sunday in Stuart
We met at a Japanese restaurant. It was nice...the food and the atmosphere were both good. After dinner, when we were walking to the car, he put his arms around me and hugged me and kissed me and said he had missed this and missed me so much! I loved it! then we parked in a Winn-Dixie parking lot and made out for an hour or so. He asked me if I feel loved by him and he said he wanted to open up his heart and fill it with me! I cried (of course!)...I was so happy! Is this really happening to me?
Anyway, then we went to see the Mummy...not great, but he was cuddling me and we were holding hands, so that was very nice. after the movie, we were kissing by the car and then we started dancing. Just slow dancing to the faint music coming out of the movie theater, but it was fun.
Then we had to go to IHOP because everything else was closed. We kissed and cuddled there too! :) I always feel like everyone's looking at us. They probably are...it's a good feeling!

8th date with Jim

We met in Jensen Beach on Sunday. We had lunch at Ruby Tuesday's. I was cold so he gave me his coat...chivalrous! Then we walked around for a while. He had his arm around me and he would kiss me once in a while. then we went back to his place and spent hours in his bed. I took my top and my bra off for him...it felt so nice to feel him against me. We were dry humping and he was sliding his penis up and down my stomach and I could just see it coming at me...very erotic! I said he made me feel feminine and sexy and he said that's because I am feminine and sexy! Then we got up and danced to the radio for a while. Then we went back and had dinner at Olive Garden. then we went to see the X-Files movie. It was good and now I've started watching the show. Anyway, there was only one oter couple in the theater and they were making out so we did too. Not the whole time but he had his hand on my breasts and we were kissing during the previews. It was cold in the theater so he covered us both with his jacket. It was a very nice date and I can't wait to see him again!

The next night, he sent me an incredibly sweet e-mail...lovin' it!!! He also called me and we talked for our usual 2-3 hours. He wanted to have a nickname for me. I suggested honeybee but he didn't really like that. He said I'm exotib and I need something that reflects that nore. I was thinking of exotic animals like tigers...but girls aren't called tigers (and I'm not a cougar! LOL!). So I suggested pussycat. Not exotic really but feminine and sexy. He liked it and now I'm his pussycat! Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

7th date with Jim

The day after the concert. (July 20th).
I went to bed around 5:30 am and woke up at 11:45 am...yeah. I called Jim at noon and he asked me to come over and then we would go out to lunch. I got there around 1. He was burning cds and I sat in his lap. We kissed and cuddled, then we moved to the couch where we kissed and cuddles some more. Then we decided to order in instead of going out. we ended up getting pizza. after lunch, he led me into his bedroom. We made out on the bed for a long time. We would sometimes just cuddle and hold each other too. i was looking at his face and I said he looks like Kevin McDonald. He didn't know who that was but then he looked at my face carefully and he said because of my full lips and dark complexion, I look like...Angelina Jolie!!! I still can't get over that! Finally, I had to get going. He said he'd miss me as soon as I left and he didn't want me to leave. Later, I dreamed that he was kissing my neck...mmmm. :) This was a simple, yet very nice, date.

July 21st--He called me and we talked about pot pie. When we had to hang up, he said "I really wish you were here." Sighhhhhh....butterflies.

6th date with Jim

July 19th- Alkaline Trio concert!!!
First, I went to Jim's house. At first, I was a little quiet and unsure how to be around him. He had to go to his office to print out the directions. I looked at him and he hugged me. We went to his office and he sat down in front of his computer. I said "No chair for me?" and he let me sit in his lap! Then we got up and he kissed me. Then things were back to normal with us. We drove up to Orlando for the concert. I was totally gothed up! I had on a cute black top with a sparkly neck, black jeans, black shoes, a gold belt, silver bangles, a black beaded choker, and silver and black fairy earrings. Plus black eyeliner. I looked awesome! We got to the House of Blues and as we were entering the area, two guys asked if we were going to the concert. I guess I looked right! They asked if we had extra tickets...nope! And I wasn't about to give up mine 9see future blog for concert details). We walked around a bit then we went to the HOB restaurant. We had to wait and there were no chairs left, so Jim lifted me onto this big sideboard thing. He can lift me so easily...I love it! Then we got called in. They took our picture and then seated us. When our dinner was almost over, a man came by selling us our picture with wallets, keychains, and a magnet. Jim said ok. He would have given me the big one, but I wanted him to have it because I want him to think of me. I kept a wallet and a keychain. So then we went to the concert. It was packed, but we found a good spot. Jim kept kissing and cuddling me...it was nice. Then we went to the Virgin Megastore and Jim bought a Fred Astaire cd!!! LOL! We listened to it all the way back to his house. His favorite song is that Heaven one. So we got back to his place and made out on his bed for a long time. I've never made out on a bed before! His place is a pigsty, but he put a clean sheet on the bed just for me...isn't that sweet? I wish I could have spent the night with him. He said he was so sorry for making me hurt. Then he took me to the hotel. It was 5 in the morning! I was so tired, but I was glad I had asked Jim to go to the concert with me!

Stormy weather

Monday, July 14th
Jim called me at 8:30...the first thing he said was "You should find someone else." I know! What the fuck???? It turns out that he thought I gave him a hickey even after he asked me not to. Now, I'll tell you, I asked him when we were making out if he wanted one. He said no, so I gave him little kisses on the neck instead. I definitely DID NOT try to give him a hickey! But apparently he has some kind of welt on his neck which I don't think is a hickey at all, but some kind of insect bite! Anyway, I told him all of this and he repented. I wish I had handled myself better...I was crying so much...that shaking kind of crying where you can't talk. He said he didn't want to leave me until he was sure I'd be ok. He asked if I knew that he cared about me. I think he does. Here's my analysis of the situation: I think he's starting to have real feelings for me but he's afraid of rejection so he was rejecting me first, using the hickey as an excuse. I think he's just getting cold feet. Anyway, we're still on for the concert this weekend (if the stupid tickets ever get here!). He sent me an e-mail with *hugs* and an apology for Hickeygate. I'm forgiving him, but I was pretty formal and distant in my reply e-mail. We'll see where this goes.

Some inspiration to get me through this (thank you South Park!):
Goth Kid: I guess you can join up with us if you want.
Goth Kid 2: Yeah. We're gonna go to the graveyard and write poems about death and how pointless life is.
Butters: Uh, uhm no thanks. I love life.
Stan: Huh? But you just got dumped.
Butters: Well yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid.
Goth Kid 2: Yeah.
Stan: No. No, Butters, that doesn't sound stupid at all.
Butters: Well, thanks for offering to let me in your clique, guys, but, to be honest, I'd rather be a crying little pussy than a faggy Goth kid.
:)

5th date with Jim

I might flesh this out later if I'm in the mood.
July 13th, CityPlace
Dinner at City Cellar...I had this amazing farfalle.
We thought about a movie, but then...we took a carraige ride! It was so romantic and I loved it!
Then we walked around a while.
Then we left and found this empty parking lot to makeout in.
He told me I was beautiful and that anyone who didn't think so was not.
He told me that I was a receptacle that he could pour his love into.
Then we went back to the mall to wait for my parents.
We walked over to the movie theater and there was loud music coming out of this bar, Blue Martini so we checked it out. People were dancing so we danced for a while...it was fun.
He gave me a gift-black cherry scented candles. He said he got black cherry because he remembered that was my favorite juice.
Then we sat by the fountain...it was the best date of my life.

4th date with Jim

June 7th
We decided to go on a picnic. First we went to Whole Foods and picked up some lunch. Then we went to Sugar Sand Park and sat down on a bench. It would have been nicer to sit at a table but they were all reserved. We shared some green tes soy ice cream...it was ok. Jim said he wanted to make me-flavored ice cream because I taste sweeter than anything else! <3 <3
Then we took a walk on this nature trail. We sat on a bench and made out for a while. Then when we stood up, he picked me up and spun me around! It was so thrilling and fun and spontaneous! I loved it!!! Then we walked a little more and sat down again. He crossed his legs and accidentally kicked my leg. Then he said he was sorry and started kissing my leg where he had kicked it! then we went to see "The Happening" and we were cuddling and kissing in the movie theater...I always wanted to do that! Then we went to Whole Foods again so he could stock up on vegan supplies and then we went to TGIFriday's. Then we had a makeout session at my Lovers Lane. Then we walked around the parking lot a little, then sat on a bench and cuddled. It was nice.

3rd date with Jim

3rd date...I'm on a roll! We were supposed to meet at this vegetarian restaurant but it was closed. So we went to Carrabbas instead. It's in a really pretty shopping center, right over the water. After dinner, we walked around a while, with our arms around each other. Then he kissed me. He said I'm a sexy kisser. Then we went to a hotel again and made out. This time, I actually touched his penis! I gave him a handjob and made him cum! I can't believe it either. It was fun! Then afterwards, we sat on the couch, holding each other. When we came apart, one of my hairs was on his shirt. He picked it off and just looked at it for a while, as if he couldn't believe a woman's hair had actually been stuck to his shirt! That was really sweet. and then, as we were getting ready to go, he said to me quietly, "I'll miss you." now if that isn't incredibly sweet, I don't know what is!

The morning (night, actually) after

jim called at about 11pm last night. He told me he had been thinking about me...isn't that sweet? I've always wanted a man to think about me. I don't know if it's just physical or if I really like him, but I can't wait to go out with him again!

2nd date with Jim...and what a date!

My dating life's been kind of slow lately, but last night sure made up for it! We had dinner at Cheesecake Factory (I think I'm trying to replace bad memories). Then we went to a hotel. That's right. A hotel. We were going to watch a movie and cuddle and maybe make out a little. We ordered Cloverfield off the pay per view. We were thinking about getting Nude Office Assistants, but passed on it...LOL. Long story short, I still haven't seen Cloverfield (well, I saw the first 5 minutes). We turned out the lights and cuddled on the bed. Then he started kissing me. Then he was kissing my face and my neck and then he got on top of me. We were kissing and writhing together. He put his hand up my blouse and I lifted it up and moved my bra so he could kiss my breasts. He was sucking on my nipples and licking them. It felt so good that I came. He was hard and he was pushing his boner against me and I came again. I touched him through his pants, it was hot and pulsing. I wanted it inside me, but I don't think I'm ready for that yet. He was on top of me and I was on top of him. He stroked and rubbed my pussy (through my jeans). It felt incredible! I gave him a hand job, through a towel. I'm not ready for skin contact yet. I came so many times! I want to do that again. Maybe we can try oral sex next time. He didn't even mind my scars. And he liked my breasts. He was sucking them so hard, my pussy's getting wet just thinking about it! He said that he fantasizes about girls who are horny like me. LOL! It felt good to be touched for real, instead of just me doing the touching to myself. I didn't have to fantasize or pretend; it really happened. And I can't wait for it to happen again! After we were all done and it was time to go...I didn't want to leave. It would have been so nice to fall asleep in his arms. though I doubt if we would have gotten much sleep! I was fixing my clothes and my hair in the mirror, so that I wouldn't look like I had just spent about 4 hours rolling around on a bed! I felt like a hooker or an experienced woman of the night, leaving after a rendezvous with a man. I guess it was a rendezvous...wow! Did I really do that??? :)