Sorry it's been a while

Jim and I are still an item...I don't know how many dates we've had now, but it's been a lot! We've had our ups and downs...me crying for an hour or two sometimes. One time, after we hung up, I was so angry and frustrated that I beat up an empty Kleenex box...LOL1 I drop-kicked it and stomped on it and tore it up and screamed. That was not a good day.

But we're good. He likes to say "I love you" in Bengali. It's very cute.

I found out 2 nights ago that he had been engaged to that online chica...grr. I cried for about an hour. But he said that whole relationship was a mistake and that the engagement didn't really count; it was just his [stupid] solution to an already troubled relationship. Then he said a very sweet thing. He said "When we're engaged, it's going to count." That's sweet enough to make up for his being engaged. When thinking of it makes me angry, I think of that sweet thing. :)