Good news, bad news

I hadn't heard from Glenn in a while. Then last night, several times, I would just say out loud "Glenn, call me! Please!!!" Then, I thought it must be like 10 o'clock. I opened my phone to check the time and saw that it was just after nine. I begged the phone, "Call me, please, call me!" And then...the phone rang! It was open in my hand and it rang, with his name on the display! I just sat there, stunned. Then of course I picked it up! But isn't that amazing? Maybe my powers are coming back (if I ever had any). I didn't tell him I was praying and hoping that he would call...I don't want him to think I'm desperate!

That was the good news. The bad news is that he told me he had to go to Cali for a while. Two months. And I won't get to see him before he leaves! That sucks! He better call me like he said he would! I really hope he thinks about me...even if it's not as much as I think about him!

Sweet dreams

I had the most wonderful dream this morning. I was inside some kind of concert hall and Fall Out Boy was playing. But, I don't think it was really them. It was them on a TV screen or something. i wasn't really excited about it. I was standing near the glass doors to go outside. Then, who should come in but...Patrick Stump! He came over to me and said, kind of shyly, "Do you want to go walk downstairs with me?" I said okay and we walked outside. It was raining and there were some steps. I looked at him and he gently put his arm around me and propelled me down the stairs and around the corner, back inside. We were in a long hallway with cushioned benches all along one wall. he took my hand and we sat down. Then...he kissed me! The next thing I know, we're lying down, our bodies pressed tightly against each other, kissing passionately. Ohhh, it was so wonderful! I wish it wasn't just a dream.

Backseat fun!

My 5th date with Glenn. Cheesecake Factory again...I know. Anyway, during lunch he said his back hurt so I offered to give him a backrub. We left the restaurant and he was taking me home. We pulled into the unopened shopping center and he suggested we get in the backseat. We did and I gave him a very nice backrub. Then I told him that my hands were about to fall off. He turned to face me, gave me that look, and kissed me. He pulled me towards him and then put his hands kind of underneath my backside and then scooped me into an almost lying position. I kept both feet on the ground though, so I was still sitting, just with my back flat. Then our lips moved apart and he slid his head down to my chest. He had his head on my left breast and he started kissing the exposed topside of my right breast. I didn't let him get more than 3 kisses there though. But I let him keep his head where it was. Then he moved back up and I kissed his eyebrow, then his nose, then his lips found mine and we were off again. He was pressing down on me hard but it didn't hurt. He slid his hand up my inner thigh a couple of times but I never let him get too far up there. Besides that, he's never touched me inappropriately, but I like to think that he wants to.
And in case you think our relationship is just physical, it isn't. We share a lot of the same values and ideas and we have a lot in common down deep, where it counts. I hope he calls me tomorrow. I slipped up and called him yesterday (sorry, Paige) but it was like I was returning his call so I hope it was okay.
This was the first time I was ever in the backseat with a guy and I told him so. He was flattered.