1st date with Eddie

We had my usual first date: mall for Starbucks. After sitting and talking for a long time, we decided to go eat. while we were walking to the restaurant, I used the "Be a follower, let him lead" from Love Scripts. Also, I noticed the water, did shimmer breath, leaned back, and constantly used the feeling messages. There were times when I felt the connection and he was leaning forward a little during dinner. Also, instead of choosing the seat across from me, he sat next to me, so we were at right angles. It was hard to do the lean back in that position, but I tried. He paid for coffee and dinner and i thanked him. Then we were walking outside to the front and I said "i feel a little awkward asking, but I'm not sure where I'm stepping. Would you mind if I held your arm?" He offered me his arm and first I was trying not to weigh him down to much but then I remembered the melting and I did as much melting as I could without falling over. When it was time to leave, he hugged me and put his cheek up to mine...it felt really nice and it was very sweet. He's anice guy and fun to listen to. I need to work on turning down my boy energy...but it's hard! Natural born leader, you know? But I don't want to lead in love. I want to fall.

1st date with Eddie tomorrow night

My first date in over 3 months...really looking forward to it. Lean back, lean back. Relax. Breathe. Be grounded, centered, open. Waterwheel. Tell him how I feel.

In May, I went out with Roosevelt, my first black guy.  He kept his Bluetooth on the whole tie and didn't even buy me coffee.  Not a good time.