I guess we're friends again

Richard said he accepted my apology...yay. At least my conscience isn't bothering me anymore. I don't know why I was so stupid! If I had only saved that stupid letter as a draft, none of this would have happened. Like I told Hakins, I just saw red! I think Richard's very easy to get angry at. He's so soft and weak, like a doormat. I bet people always step on him. I sure did. I would never have dared do something like that with Glenn. I didn't do it with Peter either. I almost sent Peter a "it's ok...good luck to you!" letter. Instead I just closed it off. Is he the "ghost from my past" that made me blow up at Richard? Maybe. I'm tired of being passed over for someone else.
But Hakins is right about Richard: he's unstable. He said he's not into casual dating yet that's exactly what he's doing! And there were other clues too. I think "just a friend" would be as close as I should get to this guy. But if he keeps playing this game (even though he says he's not into games, this is a game) he's going to get burned even worse than he got from me.